Tuesday, April 7, 2015

To Mr. Right

Where are you? Whoever you are, I seriously am so ready to meet you.

To some of you I may seem crazy, but seriously after waiting a year after being with the wrong person for five years, I'm just so ready to meet Him! I see all these other people who are single moms like me, and they find good men, but for me I always use that as my excuse as to why I won't find someone... Because it scares men away, but obviously those aren't the good men I guess, or at least not the good ones ready for that kind of leap of faith. I know that when you enter into a relationship with a single parent that it means you are taking a risk... I get that. I just hope that when he comes along, that he doesn't pass me by. What I want so desperately is for him to love me, while also loving my daughter. I would love it if a man ended up meeting me when my daughter was with me, and fell so in love with her immediately...

I just feel like I'm waiting and waiting for my life to restart... I definitely know a man doesn't start your life, but I do miss having someone to love in that special way. I miss having someone to cuddle with that is taller than me instead of 3 feet shorter ;) And I miss kissing someone I love... I feel a little lost, because I feel like he is so close and I just keep missing him. I wish that he and I could just see each other and instantly know that we are meant to meet... but does it really work like that anymore? You hear about it happening every so often, but anymore? Not so much... but could it still?

I'm an overly romantic person, I always have been, and I just want someone else that is that way too, even if it is in a different way than I am. I want someone is unafraid of adventures, and someone who isn't afraid of being totally in love. I'm not afraid of being stupidly in love, I guess I'm more afraid that the person I fall for won't catch me once I really fall for him... because that's what happened before. But I believe in love, and I know that someday he and I will meet... I'm just a little too impatient for it.

But to whoever you are, not that you are reading this, but could you hurry and meet me already :D Thanks
  The woman who wants to love you

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